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Don't you love when you're down and out, life decides to kick you where it really hurts? So I have a Samsung Galaxy S6 and it decided to end its own life right after I received an update from Samsung itself. Sort of weird on the timing, don't you think?
It's going to cost a bit to replace the phone so things will be on hold for a bit. Sorry
Don't you love when you're down and out, life decides to kick you where it really hurts? So I have a Samsung Galaxy S6 and it decided to end its own life right after I received an update from Samsung itself. Sort of weird on the timing, don't you think?
It's going to cost a bit to replace the phone so things will be on hold for a bit. Sorry
Trying to Find the Quit Button on Life
I'm so tired. I've caught a lot of bad luck since my last journal. I started back at my job (I guess that's good news?)! But it's going on three weeks and those old feelings of depression and wanting to just die have come back to the surface. I spent 17 months on recovery only to have those old habits return in less than a month? Something isn't right about that. More good news about my job! (/s) They won't start paying me until the middle of next month (April 2019) so I've been pretty much working for free. No health insurance, just lost my phone and car insurance, and my bank account is firmly in the red. They expect me to keep working with
Done with Deviant Art and Trusting Others
So in Feb of this year, I commissioned an artist for a half body piece of Valkyr Prime, Graxx Skin. I paid in two installments. Last payment was made on August 25th, 2018 after reaching out to this artist and informing them of my situation. This artist, who I trusted with works in the past, told me that my image was already done and that it would be sent to me within one or two weeks.
Two months have passed. When an artists gives me their word on a deadline, I trust them. I don't hound them or watch their social media for info. I reached out to this artist today (November 9th, 2018) and informed them that they had missed their deadline (gros
So much gwaddamn stress
I honestly don't know if i can put up with this life for too much longer. I feel it: The Darkness I buried last year is creeping its dark, depressing hands around my soul. Why do I feel this way, you may ask? Well, my job, who has been providing a unhealthy round of stress into my life every damn month, is sticking me with a massive bill which I can not pay. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't even focus on what use to make me happy anymore.
I just want to die
Car Wreck
I got into a very nasty car accident recently and it nearly destroyed my right hip and back. Right now, I'm taking three different medications to combat the pain. I'm restricted to slow movement and I won't be going back to work until Monday.
So the guy was in the right lane, I'm in the left. He suddenly jumped out in front of me without turning on his blinkers and without even looking in my direction. I had two choices: I either take the hit or I swing off into oncoming traffic. Of course, I took the hit. I didn't want to take the risk of dying from a sudden head on collision with a black SUV. So here I am, recovering :|
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